Feeling really sad....

Well, James is going to move to Iowa to stay with his mom. If everything go's as plan, he will get on the train Wed. and get to Iowa  on Thur. All this really came about really fast. I can't believe he wont even be here for Christmas. :(

I really am sad....but I just want him to be safe and happy.

We went over to my moms for Thanksgiving dinner today. I wasn't really in the mood, but went anyway because I know it means a lot to my mom. But I sure ain't in the holiday spirit this year at all. That's sad, because I love Christmas time....but not this year. I'm not going to even put anything up this year....not even a Christmas tree. I'm mean why?? It's going to only be me and the cat here anyway, so what's the uses??

But James knows he will ALWAYS have a home here with me!

 O'yeah....Happy Thanksgiving.

Court....

Well, James went to cout yesterday. It turned out a lot better then I thought it would. He got 50 hrs. of community service ( that he has to do in six months) and if he can stay out of trouble for a year, all the charges will be dropped. So yeah, I'm happy with how it turned out. I just hope James has learned his lesson and will be good from now on!

Hard to believe Thanksgiving is almost here....then Christmas! Seems like it was just Summer. :o