New Years Eve

It's an hr until 2012. No big deal for me. Just another night....just another year. Every New Years Eve I think maybe the new year will be better then the last, and it never is. So not going to even wish for it this year.

Christmas Eve

 Well, it's Christmas Eve. To tell you the truth, it doesn't feel like it at all to me. With Jamers being in Iowa again this Christmas, it just ain't like it used to be.

 In years past we would go over to grandmas house and go look at Christmas lights. Then we would come home and make cookies for Santa. James would be all excited! We would have Christmas lights up all over...inside and outside. And we would have the big Christmas tree up.

Now, well.....it just ain't the same. Me being here by myself with just the little tree up. And on top of that I haven't been feeling good. O'well, I guess you got to go with what life hands you.

Merry Christmas!

Almost Christmas

Well, one more week until Christmas. I'm done with everything. Done all the Christmas shopping. Mailed Jamers boxes out to Iowa this week. Mailed all my Christmas cards out. Done!!

It's not the same, with Jamers being in Iowa and me being here by myself. But sometimes you just have to go along with life, and make the best of it. So that's what I've been trying to do.

Can't believe it's December already....

Hard to believe December is here already. Christmas is only three weeks away!

James came home for Thanksgiving. He was here for nine days. It was real good to have him here. We had a really good Thanksgiving. Went over to my moms house for dinner.

James left for Iowa last Sunday, and got out there Monday night. I miss him, but I want him happy and safe wherever he is!

I wasn't going to put up the 8 foot Christmas tree with just me being here this year for Christmas, so I went and got a little tree with the lights made on to it....it's real nice. :)

I have been Christmas shopping, but have some more things I need to get. I need to have all of Jamers presents and packed up, so I can have it mailed out to Iowa to him before Christmas.